Wow , I am a outsider..
It use to bother me that I was not always welcomed by the cool crowd ,as a child and as young adult .
Now I see the same in my children and am trying to embrace who my child is and protect my child from Bullies.
It is a blessing to be a outsider
I wake up hoping I can love , laugh, smile, find joy in the moment.
I will make mistakes , I cry, i will ache, I will get frustrated and in a moment I will lose sight I am sure.
I realized in this moment before logging in , I am a outsider.
( love the song Outsiders : Needtobreathe )
I do not fit ‘in’ to what is the ‘IN’ ..
Sometimes I look around and my jaw drops , what ‘ are ‘ we doing , where has the self respect , respect and basic foundation of morals , and what life is ? ‘
( I snort when I laugh )
I laugh at what ever I want to, and some times 5 mins after a joke.
I do not care who others love . be friend .
unless it harms me or my family , it is not my place to comment.
I do not look so far ahead because I know I am not in control.
(I have learned )
I live I love ,
I tend to my family’s needs .
I love when I can , I pray almost hourly. I do what I can for others when I can.
( I am to serve)
I do not allow myself to be bullied , I stand my ground on my beliefs yet I do not push them on others. I try to respect all .
I hope all women accept themselves , love them self and find fulfillment with in .
” Start by doing the necessary, then the possible, and suddenly, you are doing the impossible” St Francis of Assi.